WHOA. WHOA. WHOA am I happy.
I don't even know why. I shouldn't be, seeing as I have summer school, but oh well. :3
Im sooo happy. I found out where Reno is. The horse I miss much to much.
I found her, and I'm way to happy. Im going to see her sometime after summerschool, hopefully.
Debbie just recently drew me a picture, of my OC's, Kaioshi and Kioshi. Yes, its Twin-love, with the beautiful godly-ness of it all.
SO. Life is good, and I'm kinda taking it easy.

Still depressed? God damn.
Surgery? Ugh.
Life? ... Suck's horribly right now.
Sick... I may have to get my appendix removed... No riding for a while, which will KILL me. I mean, just not going out to see my beloved horses makes me horribly sad. They just make me feel better.

Getting yelled at by my family even more then normal because im failing all my classes. Yea, I know that's my fault, but Im trying my damn hardest to pick them up, and its just not working. My parents may not know it [them being thier blind selves], but thier just making me worse then I already am.
Which is pretty bad.

All my friends know about it.

Except on here.

Lets just say, it all hurts when we lose a loved one, and theres only one person [or animal in my case] That can make you feel better,

Then your not allowed to go see them. Plus, you've missed school for days because you were sick.

Yes. Yes. It is the Holy Crud. YOU MUST PRAISE IT! >D any whooooo. xD uhum.. well.. good news is, I'm coming back!!! I won't REALLY be on during the day... mostly during around nightish time, like the stroke of midnight or some stuff, but yea.. ANYWAY... I REALLY hope I can upload some graphics or art on here... I still have my trusty scanner... now all i have to do is ask for a tablet for christmas! That'll be joyfull to see. -sigh- I'm so happy right now.. i could cry. BUT, I'm not going to. Im stronger then that! -holds fist up- xDDD So.. yea.

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Updates about the barn thing.

Bo, is a new, FANTASTIC horse. Anyone who read my previous journals knew i was attached immensly to one horse named Reno. Well. She got sold, my life was ruined, and I transfered to a new barn. That was when I met Bo. Bo is a mare, she's a MorganxQuarter horse.. around 15 hh... Dark bay.. Kinda sounds like Reno... So, as of right now, Bo is stitching up my heart, and taking place of Reno. <333333

Bo and Reno have about the same personalities. Bratty, yet loving and caring. xD Bo tried to buck me off on friday. It was soooooooo fun. xDD I love you, Bo.....

i have to leave.i will miss you all. my mom is making me leave. plus i have to ride at a different barn because there is too much drama happening at the barn that has all of my friends. so, I'm sorry that i have to leave, but i will miss all of you guys dearly. so... bye.